I chose an eternity ofthis like fallingangels theworld disappeared laughing into thefire Is italways like this? flesh and blood and thefirst kiss thefirst colours thefirst kiss We writhed under a red light Voodoo smile Siamese twins a girl at the window looks at me for an hour then everything falls apart broken inside me it falls apart The walls and theceiling move intime push ablade into my hands slowly up the stairs andinto the room Is it always like this? dancing in mypocket worms eat myskin she glows and grows witharms outstretched herHmilegs around me... In the morning I cried Leave me todie you won'tremember my voice I walked away and grew old You never talk we never smile I scream you're nothing I don't need you any more you're nothing it fades and spins fades and spins... sing outloud We all die!!! laughing into thefire... Is italways like this?